Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Anxiousness

This is my first time, waiting patiently and excitedly for my course to start. To be honest, I've never had this feeling coming, when I was in primary or secondary school or even when I was studying Tourism & Hospitality at Informatics. I remembered clearly that I would be very happy if I happened to fall sick and didn't have to go to school or if I was well and healthy I would skip school and would wait at my house bus-stop till my parents go to work then I would go back home. Hmm...I've always preferred working to studying because I wouldn't have to do or worry about incomplete homeworks, assignments, projects or failing in an exam.

However, my parents and brother have been encouraging me without fail to get myself enrolled in a school to study for they claimed that education is very important. I remembered my father telling me "All you do is sleep, while the world just keeps changing without you realising it."
He'd tell me "Eleanor! Ask yourself how much time have you lost?" That was when I stepped out of my hermit shell and set a goal for myself. I told myself I must succeed this time not only not to let my family members down but also not to let myself down. It was like a miracle to them when they saw the change in me. Therefore, my parents enrolled me into PSB Academy for my certificate course in business administartion and then we'd see how it goes from there.

Well, It's not that bad after all, for I not only can make new friends and widen my social circle but I can also learn new things. Cheers !

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